moved

current mood: =)

I wont be blogging here anymore. Goodbye!

Potato – Ruk Tae Doo Lae Mai Dai (Eng Subs)

Thanks Desmond for intro this thai song. Nice song! i liked it =)

FRIENDS

current mood: tired

I met new friends almost every week? I can’t believe im that friendly okay. Normally i will be shy or anti social. haha. So yesterday went out for dinner with wx. Consider a new friend i just met? he drove a celica ss2 and fetched me. Okay i know nut about car but i dont know why this car give me a ” WOW” impact. KZ told me its a good car?  after that headed over to LMC meet up at downtown east and was suppose to go over for HGG meet up but im tired le so KZ send me back home.

Last Saturday went swimming after my exam paper then to shu ehi’s 21st birthday with k. Headed over to HGG meet up with KZ fetching me around 11+pm? reached home at 2+am wanna sleep den tingg  jio out for drinking so she and her friend drove over to my place and settled down at a pub in bq area at 5+am -.- i saw staciy there !!!! my eye is sharp right? should take a photo with her lei. I think since the day i knew her till now we didnt even have a photo taken. LOL

Thursday was on MC as my bad headache is back again. This morning woke up and headache getting more worse so took medicine and called sandy i wont make it to office le. Thinking am i losing too much blood that causes my headache . ?

Where are you?

current mood: blank

I need you to cheer me up when im down or emo. I need your shoulder to be here for me when i am tired. I need you to be my listening ear to take all my ranting and tell me everything will be fine with you around by my side. I need your love and care when im sick. I need your hand to hold on and tell me is fine to fall down because im here to hold you up. I need your hug to tell me im gonna be yours forever. I need you to bring me out for fun and let me feel life is still beautiful with you around me. I need you to tease me and not to laugh at my embarrassment to tell me im your silly girl. I need your joke to brighten up my day. I need your laughter and let me feel you are happy to be with me. I need your voice to tell me the magical 3 letters word found in us to let me feel im the happiest girl in the world. I need your kiss to tell me you will treasure me. I need you piggy back me and tell me you gonna walk down the rest of your life with me only.

I just need a person who will let me feel happy and comfortable to be with.

Does make up harm your skin?

current mood: stress

10 January 2009 – Sunday

Chilled out at civil centre mac cafe with our favourite drink, double chocolate =)

I remembered that day Melvin was over at my house for dinner and he ended up washing all the dishes after dinner. haha !!!! there was a story behind him washing those dishes. I know he is a guest over at my house but who asked him is sister’s boyf and plus he’s  a penguin daddy !!! But still thanks him for driving me over to meet baobao.

Baobao and me only get to catch up for just 2hours and home we went to prepare for monday blues !

I’m getting more and more lazy to put on make up nowadays and not even foundation to cover up all my pimples. I also getting more and more lazy to put on contact lens and doll myself up with pretty clothing for a outing. I always have a habit of not putting on make up when im wearing spec so above pictures taken with baobao is me without any make up.

I know make up will make a girl look more pretty and confident in themselves but where is all our natural beauty? Do you know make up is actually harmful to our skin?

Here a article written by TeamiDiva :

Make-up is a saviour most women can count on to look prettier and feel good about themselves. But did you know that those seemingly friendly products can be harmful for your skin as well as your health.

We tell you how.

Early ageing of the skin

We all want to look young so we keep trying different products on our skin. But cosmetics actually speed up the skin’s ageing process.

Foundation and blush, when applied for long hours, clog the skin’s pores and make it lose its luster, causing wrinkles, open pores and sagging of the skin.

The deadly ‘C’

Your lipstick is not just adding colour to your lips, it’s also attracting the sun’s harmful rays. Lipsticks and lip glosses contain lead, one of the major agents that cause skin cancer in women.

If these products do not have sufficient SPF, they can lead to skin cancer.

Dry and drab skin

Older skin has fewer sweat and oil glands. Since make-up ages your skin, it will become more prone to dryness-related conditions such as roughness and itching.

Discolouration of skin

The uppermost layer of the skin contains cells that give it its colour. Make-up tends to deplete these cells.

As a result, the skin’s texture becomes rough and its tone experiences a discoloration.

More skin woes

By blocking your pores and trapping germs, make-up can cause acne. If you keep eyeliners and mascara on for a long time, you may be more susceptible to eye infections.

So, the next time you decide slap on some make-up, don’t keep it on for too long.

Try to avoid applying cosmetics when it is not required and stick to the natural look – your skin will thank you in the long run.

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TGIF! and tomorrow i having my last paper in the morning . Took leave for today and got to hug Buddha leg again. Tomorrow after exam will be full of programs! swimming with K then will be attending shu ehi’s 21st birthday chalet in the evening and meet up with sweetie together with friends and K for steamboat / drinking at night!:D

Used to think life is sucks if you are single but wrong ! Friends are there and always believe in me can do it. I still learning to be independent even thought i get help from friends at times. They let me feel friends can also care and love each other just like brothers and sisters.

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current mood: refreshed

Thai song is nice ! Quite emo and sad song that make me tear when listening to it but still i love it.

My teeth is hurting like hell now. Dr.Han trying to close up all the gaps for this month and the pain is like the 1st time i just wore the braces. Porridge start to be my meal again le. I still remember the 1st time i wore braces and in pain you are there to sayang me but not now anymore. I got to bear all the pain and tears by myself.

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Prik Thai – Ruk Sam Sao (Eng Subs)

Prik Thai – Ya Tho Ma Ha

Everything is ended

current mood: can’t be desscribe

Dear diary, i ruin up my relationship with Desmond and i failed my relationship with JJ. Relationship can be hurtful at time but still i step into it. I don’t wish to hurt anyone , anymore.

I always let go of good guy and thought i could find someone better than them but i was wrong. So what if i find a better guy? So what if he love me? but . . i don’t have feeling in him and its a torture to fall in a relationship when you had no feeling in it. Yes, feeling can be develop but its also a torture to face a guy that treat you well, dote on you, pamper you whereby you don’t love him. This is really unfair to them and its hurting to myself too.

JJ, i can only say sorry to you. I know you had try your best in this relationship and lots of time i throw my temper out but still you bear. You always think of me 1st and willl cab over if im angry with you. You dote on me, pamper me, love me and accompany me whenever i need someone but still i cant make myself to fall for you. I really thought i had fall for you at first but im wrong.

Memories will always be kept. Im such a failure in my relationship.

I remembered uncle william told me before : if things always turns out to be what you want in life, u will take everythings for granted. This is the up n down that makes your life more complete and meaningful. is jus like roller coaster… you afraid to take the challenge but once u overcome the fear… you will enjoy the fun…

But uncle william, im taking this ride alone with strangers only. You can scream out loud during the ride but still the ride won’t stop. I understand, no matter how loud you scream and how afraid you are in the ride you still got to hang on in the ride till the end.

Its time for me to learn and be independent now. Focus on my studies and im completing them in Apr and pursue my career of being a accountant. Im fcuking turning 20 this year and what have i archieve? NOTHING!

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current mood: moody

Took half day leave today and was planning to study for tomorrow CA exam but seem like my study mood got affected again?

Its been almost 2months and im still as navie as before. Wake up and im turning 20 this year, fcuk so old right?

New resolution added for 2010 : Learn to be more independent and mature.

I really hope my new chapter in year 2010 will be better.

Forget the old drawing and move on with the new drawing. can i do it?

I rather live in a circle then in a straight line

current mood: wondering

It’s the 13th day of year 2010 and im busy like a bee. Been feeling moody for this few days and i know i had neglected quite a lot of peoples and matters too. Sometimes i really wish time could rewind but life is like a line, only move forward but not backward.

Exam is just 2days away ! work is never ending and seriously, i think too highly of myself. I always thought i could handle my friendship, relationship, study and work well but it seem like i can’t. I feeling stress and helpless at times but still i got to hang on.

There’s really lots of thing i wanted to rant out but . . . not here. I miss tingg =(

Alright , bed time now ! Good night <3

Pray hard for Del & KH speedy recover .

I was walking in a straight line but you make a turn in your path and now you make a turn back to your path and letting me walked alone in a circle. You’re suck, kkh .

Thing always don’t turn out as what i thought

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Even Pooh bear have Eeyor by his side for dinner ! picture taken during xmas dinner with coy

Melvin is here but you’re not. Im so looking forward to it but end up no comments. .

I find myself really damn fake! I know im not okay with the arrangement but i just act im okay with it. Fuck this okay.

Disappointed, sad, unhappy but still . . keep quiet. =x

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William So – Xiang Yu Tai Zhao (karaoke) Su Yong Kang

current mood: moody

Till now, i still don’t know. Eventually everything will be coming to a end soon but i just wish i can drag on as long as i could to let myself feel better.